martes, octubre 24, 2006

Creo que ahora sí me estoy encontrando a mi mismo

Por estos días ando con la intención de mejorar, arreglar y conocer un poco más de mi interior, he pasado por una época en la que me concentré en los demás y descuidé parte de mi esencia, de mi interior, de mi propio Yo; mi querida Fiona me puso a la tarea de encontrarme a mi mismo y creo que lo estoy logrando, me he dado cuenta de muchas cosas, que jamás pensé que podían gustarme y sobretodo me he sentido mucho mejor conmigo mismo, evitando pensar si los demas les gusta o no, el proceso todavía continua y seguirá por largo tiempo, aparecen dudas, anhelos y esperanzas, pero paralelamente obstáculos y problemas que son el pan de cáda día. Sin embargo lo mejor es encontrar las posibles soluciones para sobrepasarlos y creo que poco a poco las cosas vuelven a cobrar un sentido para mi, la vida me ha enseñado que No debo esperar nada de nadie y esto me ha hecho pensar que tengo que valerme por mis propios medios para alcanzar mis metas y mis logros, lo aprendí una noche de septiembre y ahora se ha convertido en una de mis frases de cabecera.

El amor, como siempre ese loco sentimiento que trastoca nuestras vidas, no para de hacerme sus jáques, sin embargo estoy jugando cuidadosamente para no caer en lo mismo de siempre, ya llegará el hombre adecuado y de eso no me queda la menor duda. El trabajo, pienso que estoy finalizando un ciclo, mi trabajo me ha dejado muchos frutos, me ha dado buenas lecciones, pero ya siento que es hora de enfrentarme a nuevos retos laborales. El dinero, es algo efímero y por ello debo decir que este es uno de los aspectos de mi vida que más me cuesta solucionar, pero ahora me he dado "mañas" para optimizar mis recursos económicos y pasarla bien. La familia, es una de las dimensiones más bonitas que tengo, ahora espero dos nuevos sobrinos y como siempre mis padres y mis hermanos me dan su apoyo incondicional a todas mis "locur@s". Los amigos, gracias a ellos puedo decir que me he sentido querido, respetado e integrado a un grupo de seres que comparten muchas cosas en cómun, pero debo darle un saludito especial a Fiona por estar pendiente de mí a todo momento, a Giorgio hoy más que nunca valoro tu amistad y ya no quiero separarme de ti, y estaré en en Halloween Party.com, a Miss K esta bella criatura, que solo con verla me produce un cariño y una ternura inimaginables.

A todo@s lo@s visitantes del blog, muchas gracias por sus comentarios y por hacer de este espacio, el lugar perfecto para contar las historias que acontencen en mi vida.

Me resta desearles lo mejor a todos, que terminemos este año, super bien. Con objetivos logrados y junto a las personas que más queremos.

+ Avisos:

* Que delicia estuvieron los Premios MTV, Robbie como siempre se lució y me sorprendió, ahora estoy esperando a que llegue a las tiendas de Colombia Rudebox.


* A Emi Music Colombia, esperaba más para el Lanzamiento de "El Closet: The Videos", pero la verdad fué como un día de rumba normal en Theatron. Eso sí, la musica excelente.
Recordemos que ellos representan en Colombia a Robbie Williams (Chrysalis Records) y a los Pet Shop Boys (Emi Records UK).


* Este sábado Halloween Party.com en Toretto. ahí va el flyer que yo mismito diseñé.


Halloween Party .com

jueves, octubre 19, 2006

Esta noche Premios MTV desde Mexico DF


Alistensen todos para lo más esperado de la noche, porque todo puede pasar en los premios mtv de este año, y más que nunca serán inolvidables. Será que Robbie se llevará una lengüita a Inglaterra, o mejor que tal la presentación de esta noche de Kinky y Calle 13, espero que sea espectacular, yo los veré en compañia de mi querida Fiona. Así que esta noche atentos a las 9pm por MTV.

jueves, octubre 12, 2006

My life in Robbie Williams Songs


Este es un post en cadena al que fuí invitado por Mr. Pasteur, la idea es escoger un artista y describir aspectos de tu vida en canciones, bien voy a dar las reglas y luego vamos a la acción:

Reglas del juego:

* Escribir Cuestionario Hecho por: Nombre
*
Elegir banda o cantante favorito y responde a las preguntas solo con letras de sus canciones.
* Escoger dos personas para continuar la cadena.

Bien entonces manos al teclado jeje!:

Cuestionario Hecho por:
Demock y Gay Demock
Artista Favorito:
Mr. ROBBIE WILLIAMS
Personas Elegidas: The Joker y Javier Rodrigo


1. Hombre o Mujer:

Handsome Man

Hello. Did you miss me?
I know I'm hard to resist
Y'all can come and help me pick the sweetcorn out of this.
It's hard to be humble
When you're so fucking big
Did you ever meet a sexier male chauvinist pig

I'm gonna milk it till I turn it into cheese
Tell your babes in arms and OAP's
Come take a piece of me

If you drop me I'll fall to pieces on you
If you don't see me I don't exist
It's nice to meet you
Now let me go and wash my hands
Cause you just met the world's most handsome man
The world's most handsome man

Y'all know who I am
I'm still the boy next door
That's if you're Lord Litchfield and Roger Moore
If I've gone up in the world
Or is the world gone down on me
I'm the one who put the Brits in celebrity

Give in and love it
What's the point in hating me
You can't argue with popularity
Well you could
But you'd be wrong

If you drop me I'll fall to pieces on you
If you don't need me I don't exist
You voted for me
Now let me see a show of hands
Keeping for your stands

Can you make me laugh and sign this autograph
Though it's not for me
Flip a grin, shake a thing, name a shame
Then I'm out of here
It's not very complicated
I'm just young and overrated

Please don't drop me I'll fall to pieces on you

If you don't see me I don't exist

It's nice to meet you

Now let me go and wash my hands

Cause you just met the world's most handsome man

Keeping for your stands

Please don't drop me I'll fall to pieces on you

If you don't need me I don't exist

It's nice to meet you

Now let me go and wash my hands

Cause you just met the world's most handsome man

The world's most handsome man

The world's most handsome man

The world's most handsome man


2. Describete:

Ego A Go Go

Where were you when you stole my pride
Did you ever get the feeling that someone died

Hide away in your ivory tower

And cover me in your golden shower

Did I make you laugh when I played the clown

And was I the dog that bit you when you put it down

Break it nicely break it slow

Break it so I've got no place to go


Ego a go go now you've gone solo
Living on a memory
Where've you been lately
And do you still hate me
Could you offer an apology

Aaah turn away
Aaah fade to grey

Spoken; And here's another thing

Where were you when the party ended
Were you stiching up the wounds that you thought I need mending
Wonderlands have crashed to the ground
The circus is gone all that's left is the clowns
Did I break your heart when I stole your thunder
Was there woodworm in the table your feet are under
Break it nicely break it slow
Break it so I've got no place to go

Ego a go go now you've gone solo
Living on a memory
Now you've gone stately
And yes you do hate me
Could you offer an apology

Aaah turn away
Aaah fade to grey
Aaah I hope you've strayed
Aaah
And got laid

Ego a go go
Ego a go go go
Oh yeah


3. ¿Qué sienten las personas cerca de ti?

Your Gay Friend


Hey, hey here comes no one
Another friend to have a go on
And she asks me do I miss her when she's gone
And I reply
As much as I miss anyone
Oh
Woohoo

And I'll be your gay friend
Cos your marriage never ends
So we can fuck and fight again
There's a space between us
So jump into my bed
We'll pretend the world is dead
But always in my head
There's a space between us

Hey Lord forgive us if we're wrong
I'll make sure that he never hears this song
And she says that Im the
Opposite of a hallmark card
And she asks me how I'm feeling
Well
I dont wanna make think hard

And I'll be your gay friend
Cos your marriage never ends
So we can fuck and fight again
There's a space between us
Jump into my bed
And pretend the world is dead
And always in my head
There's a space between us

It's the late show now
How does the late show end
Well God is in the details
I doubt that you're my friend
I have a friend again
You are my friend again
My gay friend


So jump into my bed
We'll pretend the world is dead
Always in my head
There's a space between us

And I'll be your gay friend
Cos your marriage never ends
So we can fuck and fight again
There's a space between us

Woohoo


4. ¿Cómo te sientes?

Something Beautiful

You can’t manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful that day.
A love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical these days
You analyze everyone you meet
But get no sign, love ain't kind
every night you admit defeat
and cry yourself blind

Chorus
If you can't wake up in the morning
Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it, try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired and lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

The DJ said on the radio
Life should be stereo, each day
In the past you cast the unsuitable
Instead of some kind of beautiful, you just couldn't wait
All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified, when they lived alone

Repeat chorus

Some kind of beautiful (will come your way)
(x4)

All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul no no no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

Repeat chorus

Come Undone


So unimpressed but so in awe
Such a saint but such a whore
So self aware so full of shit
So indecisive so adamant
I'm contemplating thinking about thinking
It's overrated just gettin outa drinking
Watch me come undone

They´re selling razor blades and mirrors in the street
Pray that when I´m coming down you´ll be asleep
If I ever hurt you your revenge will be so sweet
Because I´m scum
And I´m your son
I come undone
I come undone

So rock and roll so corporate suit
So damn ugly, so damn cute
So well trained, so animal
So need your love, so fuck you all
I´m not scared of dying I just don´t want to
If I stopped lying I´d just dissappoint you
I come undone

They´re selling razor blades and mirrors in the street
I pray that when I´m coming you´ll be asleep
If I ever hurt you your revenge will be so sweet
Because I´m scum
An' I´m your son
I´ve come undone

So write another ballad
Mix it on a Wednesday
Sell it on a Thursday
Buy a yacht by Saturday
It´s a love song
A love song
Do another interview
Sing a bunch of lies
Tell about celebrities that I despise
And sing love songs
We sing love songs
So sincere
So sincere


They´re selling razor blades and mirrors in the street
Pray that when I´m coming down you´ll be asleep
If I ever hurt you your revenge will be so sweet
Because I´m scum
I´m your son
I´ve come undone
I´ve come undone
I´ve come undone
I´ve come undone
I am scum
Love your son
I am scum
Love your son
You´ve gotta love my sad song, my love song
My sad song, my love song, my sad song, my love song



5. ¿Cómo describirías tu anterior relación sentimental ?

Sexed Up

Loose lips on ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you said
No it's not in my head
I cant awaken the dead
Day after day

Why don't we talk about it
Why do you always doubt that there could be a better way
It doesn't make me want to stay
CHORUS:
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
And we're not sexed up / Oh when I sexed up
And that's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

You say we're fatally flawed
When I'm easily bored
Is that okay?
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I'll walk away

Why don't we talk about it
I'm only here Don't shout it
Given time we'll forget
Let's pretend we never meet
CHORUS:
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
And we're not sexed up / Oh when I sexed up
And that's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

MIDDLE 8:
Screw you I didn't like your taste anyway,
I chose you but thats all gone to waste
It's Saturday,
I'll go out and find another you

Why don't we
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut praying they won't stray
And we're not sexed up / Oh when I sexed up
And that's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
Away
Blow away
Away
(whispers very faintly) Just not today


Love Calling Earth

This is love calling earth
Do you know how much it hurts?
I didn't die overnight
In the wind I had candlelight
I'm controlled by my fear
All the voices in my head
That I can hear

Please don't hurt me

How do I learn
To give love and be loved in return
If this is heaven I'm falling
I'd rather jump and run away
Than see it burn
I feel I could die
Before I sleep I kiss your cheek
And say goodbye


I'm so sorry
please don't hurt me


This is love calling earth
Do you know how much it hurts?
I didn't die overnight
In the wind I had candlelight

I'm controlled by my fear
And all the voices in my head
That I can hear

I'm so sorry
Please don't hurt me

If you could see me through my mother's eye
Only then would you begin to realise
All the places I have ever been
Have scared me half to death or
Somewhere in-between


6. Describe tu actual relación sentimental (en mi caso futura)



Eternity

Close your eyes so you don't feel them
They don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try
To sing this summer serenade
The past is done we've been betrayed It's true
Some might say the truth will out
But I believe without a doubt in you

You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity
For eternity

Yesterday when we were walking
You talked about your ma and dad
What they did that made you happy
What they did that made you sad
We sat and watched the sun go down
Then picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone too soon

You were there for summer dreaming
and you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity
For eternity

You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeed
And I hope you find your freedom

Eventually

For eternity

Something Stupid

You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I know you'll find your freedom
Eventually
For eternity
I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
You still despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
(INSTRUMENTAL)
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you


7. ¿Dónde quisieras estar ahora?


Road To Mandalay


* Save me from drowning in the sea
Beat me up on the beach
What a lovely holiday
There's nothing funny left to say

This sombre song would drain the sun
But it won't shine until it's sung
No water running in the stream
The saddest place we've ever been

Everything I touched was golden
Everything I loved got broken
On the road to Mandalay

** Every mistake I've ever made
Has been rehashed and then replayed
As I got lost along the way

*** Bum bum-ba-da-dum-ba-dum...

There's nothing left for you to give
The truth is all that you're left with
Twenty paces then at dawn
We will die and be reborn

I like to seep beneath the trees
Have the universe at one with me
Look down the barrel of a gun
And feel the moon replace the sun

Everything we've ever stolen
Has been lost returned or broken
No more dragons left to slay

[Repeat ** , *** , *** , ***]

[Repeat *]

Tripping

First they ignore you Then laugh at you and hate you Then they fight you Then you win When the truth dies very bad things happen They're being heartless again I know its coming and there's going to be violence I've taken as much as I'm willing to take Why do you think we should suffer in silence? When a heart is broken there's nothing to break You've been mixing with some very heavy faces The boys have done a bit of bird They don't kill their own And they all love their mothers But you're out of your depth son have a word I know its coming and there's going to be violence I've taken as much as I'm willing to take Why do you think we should suffer in silence? The heart is broken there's nothing to break All is wonderful in past lives Dreaming of the sun she warms, You should see me in the afterlife Picking up the sons of dust When you think we're lost we're exploring What you think is worthless I'm adoring You don't want the truth the truth is boring I've got this fever, need to Leave the house Leave the car Leave the bad men where they are I leave a few shells in my gun N' its Got me staring at the sun.... I know its coming and there's going to be violence I've taken as much as I'm willing to take Why do you say we should suffer in silence? My heart is broken there's nothing to break


8. ¿Cómo eres respecto al amor?

Feel


Come on hold my hand, I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand, this role I've been given
I sit and talk to God, and He just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language, I don't understand

I just wanna feel, real love fill the home that I live in
Cause I got too much life, running thru my veins, going to waste
I don't wanna die, but I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love, I'm preparing to leave her

Scare myself to dead, that's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived, I can see myself coming
I just wanna feel real love fill the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life, running thru my veins going to waste
And I need to feel, real love in the life ever after, I can not get enough

I just wanna feel, real love fill the home that I live in
I got too much love, running thru my veins, to go to waste
I just wanna feel, real love in the life ever after
There's a hole in my soul, you can see it in my face, it's a real big place

Come on hold my hand, I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand, this role I've been given
Not sure I understand, not sure I understand
Not sure I understand, not sure I understand



9. ¿Cómo es tu vida?

How peculiar

I am all of the above babe
Johnny to the grave
all the stamps in
Spend it on a kettle

Rub me rub me up right lovely
If you lick it then lick it battery
Good if I believe

I haven't got a clue what to do with you
Need for you to love me so much
Jesus what am I going to do with this crush
So get the old fella and wack it up against the touch

How peculiar

Bend your long legs against the sofa and the Dorchester
You can eat your All Bran
I'm not into heart sports

Oh I haven't got a clue what to do with you
Jesus all the things my head is going through
God what am I going to do with this crush
Just wack the old man out and get it up against the touch

How peculiar

Jesus what am I to do man
I am a depressed man
Not sure what I'm doing
All of the day

How peculiar

I am all of the above man
I am what you want man
If you want me here I am
Come and get it baby


10. ¿Qué pedirías si tuvieras un sólo deseo?

Better man

* Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
Give me endless summer, Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old before my time

** As my soul heals the shame, I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man

Go easy on my conscience 'cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught to take the blame
Rest assured my angels will catch my tears
Walk me out of here I'm in pain

[Repeat **]

Once you've found that lover you're homeward bound
Love is all around, Love is all around
I know some have fallen on stony ground
But Love is all around

[Repeat * , **]


11. Escribe una frase o cita famosa
Kiss Me (Exclusive from Rudebox)
In my young life I have received 'Callers as though they were Christmas Eve 'Disappointed and I don't know why? 'She gave me laughter and hope 'And a sock in the eye. (A love like this is sealed with a kiss)''In my young life and I know something now. 'I've never tried to create a wow 'Wows are few frustration more common 'Now I can feel it in my soul 'That's why I gave the come on... ''Kiss me with your mouth 'Your love is better than wine 'But wine is all I have 'Will your love ever be mine? ''Faces fall before my feet 'Like blood onto a clean white sheet 'When I grow old I won't forget 'To innocence my only debt. ''Wow I feel so fresh today 'Barefoot in the snow to make love in the hay 'The stars are bright in the abyss 'Now I can feel you in my arms 'I explode inside your kiss. ''Kiss me with your mouth 'Your love is better than wine 'But wine is all I have 'Will your love ever be mine?


12. Ahora despidete
One for my Baby
It's quarter to three, there's no one in the place
Except you and me
So set 'em' up Joe, I got a little story
I think you should know
We're drinking my friend, to the end
Of a brief episode
Make it one for my baby
And one more for the road
I know the routine, put another nickel
In the machine
I feel kind of bad, can't you make the music
Easy and sad
I could tell you a lot, but it's not
In a gentleman's code
Make it one for my baby
And one more for the road
You'd never know it, but buddy I'm a kind of poet
And I've got a lot of things I'd like to say
And if I'm gloomy, please listen to me
Till it's talked away
Well that's how it goes, and Joe I know your gettin'
Anxious to close
Thanks for the cheer
I hope you didn't mind
My bending your ear
But this torch that I found, It's gotta be drowned
Or it's gonna explode
Make it one for my baby
And one more for the road